A Sunday morning, I woke up happy and at peace.
I moved to my gym and received a call. It was my uncle speaking about life and its occurrence. A sense of despair rose in me, while hearing him, and I felt all that he was saying is not true. My mind constantly revolted saying Life happening right now can be effect, but not cause. As my uncle continued, I just felt frustrated because something in me was in constant denial of all that he was saying. Finally, my frustration broke up and I asked my uncle “why things were getting delayed.” He said to introspect and find out the answer. This left me more infuriated. I finished my gym and just called up my friend and we spoke about dance and shopping, and the call hung up. But now I was left with restlessness. After few hours, I decided to transform my perception about the situation. I chose to write it all down and make note of the journey ahead. As I am writing this down. I am sensing hell lot resistance towards any perception change. I did perception transformation balance. During the balance, I felt so tired that I dosed off for few seconds. All I realised was that there is underlying restlessness. The feeling was that of being worried. Since the balance was too intense, I decided to sleep for 10 minutes focusing on my breathing. On waking up, I felt silent from within. Being follower and active member of Eckhart Tolle, I just landed up at video titled, “Overcoming challenges and accelerating the process”. Believing that my message lies here, I chose to just surrender to time and hear the video. Just as the video begun, Eckhart spoke about discovering the stillness that’s already there. There was a silence after that. In that silence, I heard the silence inside me, and then that hearing also went silent. That’s the experience. That’s stillness. I felt I was on a heavy dose of meditation, that made my mind calm and silenced that noise of restlessness completely.
Finally, Eckhart said “enjoy the journey.”
I received my answer.
I am supremely grateful to the divine space for revealing my answer so divinely.